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we see through you
we can tell
you have problems
you need help
we know how long it takes to live
we know how hard your days have been
you don't know shit
you don't own anything
now i'm ready to begin
i am ready to begin
and all the closets shake
if that's what it takes then take it
if that's what it takes then take it
locked in a room on a floor
your breath taken away
away
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2. |
T's Diary
02:33
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a day of thanks for nothing,
a drink of wine a solid high,
I am dead weight,
in a body of strangers,
we pretend to speak family.
and they down play how the
fire burns
how it burns you,
how it burns me.
well fuck you, I can feel the sting.
when we're at his funeral
will you tell me I was wrong
or that we did everything.
why can't you act like adults instead
of trying your hand at bad parenting.
I called it quits when I was still a kid.
nobody listens to you when all
you've got is the truth.
you were so scared
I was too.
I crept quiet in a corner
if it kept me away from him.
I try to be thankful for all that he's done
but it will all be for nothing if he
can't change to save himself.
and when i leave i think i'm leaving for good
i've stopped trying to help
and started moving on.
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3. |
3 Beats Off
03:31
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sure, you were cruel
wrapped up in my head.
you understood that life was meaningless
so you made your favorite pass time
holding on to pages
and i made mine playing guitar
down in my basement.
for a little bit,
i was someone again,
and for that I am grateful
to feel how my bones are thin
but if you've found yourself
a man.
then you should stay with him
but if you're still sleeping alone
then you should call me.
so i lied,
so you could feel comfortable
telling me the truth,
you're leaving anyways
so what the fuck is the use.
i know you mean well,
but sometimes the things we mean to be,
doesn't do a damn thing for the
others health.
maybe i'll get a job
and work myself to sleep.
organize my records
to forget about these things.
and she said,
i don't have hope.
i don't have hope left for you.
so take your hands and go
and find someone else to hold.
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4. |
Charles Never Spoke
04:21
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you say you want it just as bad as me
well i don't see you losing sleep.
is everything just pennies down my well,
all the times i asked for your help.
six years down the line and we are spent.
we leave our dreams to self create
what we fail to build oursevles
and i'm waiting for a signal to
take me back where i began,
but the weight of all of my worries
will have kept me here instead.
i know.
what did you want out of this?
wasted time of youth,
upset?
do you question your own heartbeat?
or can you forget what you knew so
naturally?
i walk along the bridge that we once paved
it seems sturdy, but i know
that given time and it will break
and like the swimmers we once were
we'll be thrown back to the lake.
and i would rather watch you drown
than help you find a way to shore,
because it's only men who have lost
themselves who can deny a better life,
one with will to risk it all,
just to rest their heavy eyes,
but who i am to judge you?
to ease that foot up off your chest
to let yourself breathe again
if that's what you consider breath.
what did you want out of this?
wasted time of youth, upset?
do you question your own heart beat?
or can you forget what you knew so
naturally?
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5. |
It's Not Too Much
03:22
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come home to me
come home and never leave
i'll be waiting
i'll be impatient
until the day you're not a dream
i'll stay in bed and pray for sleep
stuck on your wall
letters to keep forever
and i know it's not too much
when i call will you be there to carry me out back home?
you whisper slowly into my ear and said
you don't belong here
you don't belong here
and with the ease of light that's in our rooms
i can feel the tension dimming out
we can't be attacked by who we are
if someone else is taking the call
it'll be alright just take my hand
i need your love
i'll teach you how to steal
the world was always and truly ours
the world was always and truly ours
now that i can be alone
i can feel you pushing beneath my arm
but no ones there
the summers gone
and i am alone
it'll be a fight i wanted this
to burn this love
to be in fear
i never wanted this pain while you were here
i never wanted to lie to keep you here
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6. |
Reasons To Be
02:28
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Stay out late at night
wondering how you're doing
who you're seeing
do you always tell them the truth?
all this time i thought it would pass
but it hasn't
i'm beginning to see things again
have your eyes stayed the same
or have they gotten tired?
have your hands held more faces than they could?
i wish you could've carried mine
for a little bit longer
i wish you could've carried mine
for a little bit longer
grow away from me and become
all the people you have yet to be
our roots are still young
and the books on our shelves
tell us we don't care much to read
(i'm holding on to)
you're just reasons to be
a part, a body, a soul
you're just reasons to be
a part, a body, a soul
i lost you once
i couldn't lose you again.
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7. |
A Long Sigh
04:34
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8. |
Canada
04:36
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who told you to go outside?
who let you keep your light?
i want mine
i need mine back
i said i'm leaving to canada
i'm going to find my way
bury myself in the pure white snow
and wash it all away
won't you be
can you be
a rock to rest
to read out the stars?
who has my past ?
do you know where i've been?
have you seen my better half?
i'm leaving to canada
i'm going to find my place
carry myself through the thick dark woods
you know you're never going to change
you know you're never going to change
somebody ruined everything
and i watched him
he sleeps in my bed
dreams like me
except it's only just in his head
well who am i nail biter?
i couldn't burn the big star
i'm not a king
just a boy with a crown
and death between his teeth
sweet heart go back to sleep
your sensitive heart wasn't meant for such
terrible dreams
you don't need to sink
the world doesn't stop for insignificant things
well god i'll be damned if life will be
given and never lived
you can't tell me it's different
because i've seen it for what it is
and what it is
is a sentence of feeling what there is
finding love at a funeral
or screaming until you're sick
you cant help me forget that things are better than this
you can't unsee what you saw because you would be dying if you did
and when i get where i'm going i'll be sure to write back
so you know that i made it and i'm never looking back
there's a tombstone with my name and a letter underneath
that tells a story of a boy who tried his hardest to be
all the things that life promised him, but he failed to receive
so he packed up his belongings and took his chances to see
canada
i'm going to find my way
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